Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Almost Christmas Eve

Hello readers. Is there snow on the ground where you are? Because there is lots here!
It is the day before Christmas Eve and I have not finished all of my shopping yet! Shame on me, I know.
Uhm.. I just wanted to wish you all a happy Christmas. If you don't celebrate Christmas, then just Happy Holidays.
I hope to have a couple chapters up before the end of the year. I just have been so crazy busy. I have a lot of work to do before School starts. If it starts.
check out my youtube Twilight vids!


Friday, December 12, 2008

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

December Ninth 2008

I'm feeling kind of .... wierd lately. I don't know if anyone can actually sympathize with me or not. I think I am entering a state of despression, and I am unsure if my friends can make me feel better. I mean, they're all happy because they have these amazing and exciting lives they're living. New friends, new places to live, and they have amazing stories hiding in their back pockets.
I feel as if I have taken one ginormous step backwards. I was finally doing something with my life! I was the furthest from home out of all the children. I was the one that made my brother and sisters jealous because I had a goal and I was taking steps to achieving it! Now I'm at home sleeping in until noon and wearing my pyjamas all the time. I'm doing nothing! I'm at home and lonely.. eating junk food and wondering when the hell my school is finally going to shape up and let us come back! I don't want to feel lazy and unacheived anymore. I need pressure.. I need to have a purpose! I hate this I really do.
I'm sorry for whineing at you guys.
I'm all worried money wise too. I'm paying for my family to eat out of my credit card. And soon I won't have money to buy Christmas gifts, or to even pay for my Sponsor Child down in the Dominicon Republic. I don't want to have bad credit at 18 years old. Uh uh.
I need a job. But I can't get one because I have no idea when I will go back to school. And Toronto is not hiring an unexperienced student. unless they want me to make coffee.

On to other things...
I'm going to try to write tonight, but I'm feeling really bummed at the moment, so my chapters would probably come out all depressing. I'd make you all sad. Haha. I'd kill off Bella or something stupid like that.
Hey, I could write some poetry... haha
I haven't written poetry in over a year. And when I do, its always dark and depressing stuff. Perfect for tonight. Anywho. Have a good night to all of you.

Friday, December 5, 2008

On Finding the Moon and other stuff

Chapter two to be posted up within an hour, I am just adding finishing touches.
I didn’t know I had gotten that many reviews for chapter one, or else I would have updates sooner. I have been updating more regularly now. You might have gotten author alerts in your email, but because you don’t read my maximum ride or Sarah Dessen stories, it just seems like I haven’t posted in a while. But its been every two days and I’m glad I’m getting into the hang of things. My school is still on strike, which means that I’ve been lazy and without internet on my laptop and siblings who are obsessed with the computer, I have had little chance to write and post up.
Books I bought today: Tales of Beetle the Bard (Yay! It’s finally out and I cannot wait to read it!), The Dangerous Days of Daniel X by James Petterson (I’m anxious to see what this is about), and You Know Where to Find Me by Rachel Cohn (I own all her books except this one and I saw it and had to buy it. Seriously I jumped up and down in the bookstore going “There’s another Rachel Cohn book! Ah!” I scared my older sister.

Number of Times I have seen Twilight: 3

I now have a livejournal account with one entry. yay. I don't know if I will continue it or not. Hmm.....